In The Beginning was the…..

… The contradiction

When I was younger I was internally conflicted with my habit of jumping from hobby to hobby without ever mastering one thing in particular. All the wonderful elders in my life scared me, by saying ” You need to pick one thing and stick with it.” I was living my life thinking there was something wrong with liking a little bit of everything. Even during my short-lived attendance to public school, I was never into just one thing. I talked to anyone I was placed next too. Not so much to the one boy and girl in the class that smelled atrocious, because they never bathed. One day I thought it made perfect sense to match my clothing to look presentable, then the other day it was whatever made me feel comfortable, and I thought looked good.   Nonetheless, I was and all over the place kind of girl. I have played the piano, wanted to play the drums, the base, and play tennis, basketball. Well, that one I actually did, for three years. I loved running track, I knit and crochet. I have always loved reading and learning something new. I love to cook and try different foods.

Even during my short-lived attendance to public school, I was never into just one thing. I talked to anyone I was placed next too. Not so much to the one boy and girl in the class that smelled atrocious, because they never bathed. One day I thought it made perfect sense to match my clothing to look presentable, then the other day it was whatever made me feel comfortable, and I thought looked good.   Nonetheless, I was and all over the place kind of girl. I have played the piano, wanted to play the drums, the base, and play tennis, basketball. Well, that one I actually did, for three years. I loved running track, I knit and crochet. I have always loved reading and learning something new. I love to cook and try different foods.

Nonetheless, I was and all over the place kind of girl. I have played the piano, wanted to play the drums, the base, and play tennis, basketball. Well, that one I actually did, for three years. I loved running track, I knit and crochet. I have always loved reading and learning something new. I love to cook and try different foods.

Even during my short-lived attendance to public school, I was never into just one thing. I talked to anyone I was placed next too. Not so much to the one boy and girl in the class that smelled atrocious, because they never bathed.(That was not meant to be hateful I just have a really sensitive nose and their smell lingered).

One day I thought it made perfect sense to match my clothing to look presentable, then the other day it was whatever made me feel comfortable, and I thought looked good.   Nonetheless, I was and all over the place kind of girl. I have played the piano, wanted to play the drums, the base, and play tennis, basketball. Well, that one I actually did, for three years. I loved running track, I knit and crochet. I have always loved reading and learning something new. I love to cook and try different foods.

Nonetheless, I was an all over the place kind of girl. I have temporarily played the piano, wanted to play the drums, the base, and play tennis, basketball. Well, that one I actually did, for three years. I loved running track, I knit and crochet. I have always loved reading and learning something new. I love to cook and try different foods.

I have just been all over the place, and that bothered me. Or I thought it bothered me because I was told it was a problem. And I was showing signs of instability. The one and only thing that I and my mother can attest to me liking and not

The one and only thing that I and my mother can attest to me liking and not changing would be my desire to be a lawyer.

Ever since career day in Kindergarten, I chose to be a lawyer. Sadly it was not because I thought or knew what lawyers did. Or how useful, and reliable that career choice could be, it was simply because I preferred the clothes the lawyer whore in the picture. I definitely knew that I would not be a doctor or a nurse because that was typical, and my contrariness was showing from an early age.

 

The main purpose of my blog is to encourage those who feel left out in society because they can’t seem to find their life’s calling or their nitch. We will be more that successful when everyone starts excepting their contradictions and realize that those things are what make you a person. You do not have to fit into a box, based on your race, income bracket, or simply from the clothes that you have chosen to wear. You can start to enjoy the reactions people have when you start to expound on your life journeys because you are a “Contradiction”. This life gives you a free ticket to try everything your heart desires and your mind yearns to know and experience.

You can start to enjoy the reactions people have when you start to expound on your life journeys because you are a “Contradiction”. This life gives you a free ticket to try everything your heart desires and your mind yearns to know and experience.

 

So, join me in my “you’re not the typical Millennium”, throw back, old school jamming, 90’s wannabe baby, Farmer, homeschooled weirdo, who loves getting down and dirty. Who can actually cook rice on the stove, and not the microwave? From scratch, organic baking and cooking, Diy making, Natural haired college student. Who is also still attending high school, while juggling their first law internship?

And you cannot forget the family business,( Selling cars). Lastly, I’m starting this blog, photography, and soon a YouTube channel to top it all off. Mind tied are you? (If you don’t know that was my spin on tongue tied, since you are reading.)

Contradictors, you are not alone there is a tribe of fellow contradicties, who share your struggles, interest, and awesomeness.  And that was a new word also, so don’t correct me, or comment “who can’t spell now of days with autocorrect, or how did she not notice that the word contradicties doesn’t exist gosh.” Anyways back to the statement, you are not alone, and we will see how long I maintain this blog. Gotta blast! To infinity and beyond! And Hakuna Matata! (It means no worries, you’re a contradiction .)

 

 

 

I do not know if this is how you do a no copyright infringement thingy, but I did not invent these phrases, they were simply refurbished by myself from Jimmy Neutron, and Buzz from Toy Story.

 

 

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