Outlinning Life's Big Contradictions.
Crying at night, wondering where my loved one is! (Hypothetical speaking)
Ducking in fear from my beloved’s, dagerous words stabing my heart. Tearing my emotions down word by word, throwing my past descesions at my face.
(Not to say that I would tolerate such abusive ways)
Peacock, threaded tide.
Coral, upon the sand.
minty was the ocean band.
pistachio etched the sky.
Buried very deep in our hearts; some say it tickles and swaddles them like home.
A special place in their hearts.
Etched in our very souls.
Creeping up the spine.
Spewing from our mouths.
Greed?
Darling please, this thing will make you heave.
Its also the indescribable accumulation bubbling deep in her chest when they tell her it was her fault.
And ask is she sure she did no to consent to his conquest?
I will break free from this chain, even though its things that I have attached to myself.
I have engaged in my own persecution, mutilation, and subjugation.
I knowingly submit myself to people and things.
Big Contradiction 