Real men don’t play when developing a cognitive dissonance. Television and exaggerated theater major’s have successfully reprogrammed our minds to adapt and normalize the challenges of problem solving.
Upon my skin, starting with the palms of my hands. Praying to be cleansed, as I reach out and over my porch.
The more she knows and looks into answering her questions, the less she will feel her desired end result is impossible for her to accomplish.
My mind controls my life.
So if my mind is heavy, my heart is an unwilling subject.
Following ever so closely.
Mimicking every thoughtless detail of my brain.
Its also the indescribable accumulation bubbling deep in her chest when they tell her it was her fault.
And ask is she sure she did no to consent to his conquest?
I will break free from this chain, even though its things that I have attached to myself.
I have engaged in my own persecution, mutilation, and subjugation.
I knowingly submit myself to people and things.