Since I liked your eyes,I sent my reply.
Since you liked my hair, I allowed you to stare.
I liked your eyes, I sent another reply.
I could pass on his feet, because they looked so beat.
Worn from all the places he’s been.
I said hello and that’s how it begins.
A simple reply just to pass the time.
Enjoying just letting go of time.
But time showed it’s face after just a few dates.
Foolish for me to imply, nonetheless I granted space.
Now it’s been over a months time,
Three full moons, symbolic this I know.
What it means, that I just don’t know.
If it was up to me, I’d know with surety and a shout.
No confusion or petty moments of doubt.
Together no, not ever. Ever since I replied I changed my fate.
I’d like to be considerate and more right and thorough. But no longer will I force myself , and just be true.
If I don’t feel it and neither do you.
Let’s just end this, and that’s what we’ll do.
That night was the last, a few moments before I knew.
Knew that I wanted to forget you.
Knew that I didn’t want you.
Knew that I wouldn’t continue to entertain you.
Knew that this wasn’t it, truely nothing against you.
I just knew that it wasn’t you.
I’d be a fool to continue pushing through. Blinded until I made the mistake of loving you.
No games as I don’t have the space for you.
Over it is and I wish the very best to you.
I know I was great, and I pray for myself to continue living this way.
Never bitter, beaten and cowering from love, friendship, bonds and ties all alike.
I’ll be just fine….
And so will you.
Big Contradiction 