Since I liked your eyes,I sent my reply.
Since you liked my hair, I allowed you to stare.
I liked your eyes, I sent another reply.
I could pass on his feet, because they looked so beat.
Worn from all the places he’s been.
I said hello and that’s how it begins.
A simple reply just to pass the time.
Enjoying just letting go of time.
But time showed it’s face after just a few dates.
Foolish for me to imply, nonetheless I granted space.
Now it’s been over a months time,
Three full moons, symbolic this I know.
What it means, that I just don’t know.
If it was up to me, I’d know with surety and a shout.
No confusion or petty moments of doubt.
Together no, not ever. Ever since I replied I changed my fate.
I’d like to be considerate and more right and thorough. But no longer will I force myself , and just be true.
If I don’t feel it and neither do you.
Let’s just end this, and that’s what we’ll do.
That night was the last, a few moments before I knew.
Knew that I wanted to forget you.
Knew that I didn’t want you.
Knew that I wouldn’t continue to entertain you.
Knew that this wasn’t it, truely nothing against you.
I just knew that it wasn’t you.
I’d be a fool to continue pushing through. Blinded until I made the mistake of loving you.
No games as I don’t have the space for you.
Over it is and I wish the very best to you.
I know I was great, and I pray for myself to continue living this way.
Never bitter, beaten and cowering from love, friendship, bonds and ties all alike.
I’ll be just fine….
And so will you.